No Regrets

Day 25 since I lost your LOVE, I look back at our time together and I asked myself, for the pain that I am going through now, would I have traded it and the answer is a DEFINITE no!!!

I think about all the happy memories and happy times we shared and every moment was worth it, I will never trade the world for those times with you.. It was the best years of my life and I thank you for being there every step of the way..

From the point we decided to give it a shot, you put me on cloud nine.. My accident and the way you took care of me, the trips we had gone for, the days we shared, the things we did, the moments we shared, the many times you have fallen ill and your low threshold of pain and whining, your request for more hugs and baoz and muakz,our arguments, our being there for each other in times of worries and troubles, for better or worse and in good times and bad, IT IS LOVE.. in the PUREST and most BEAUTIFUL form...

Absolutely NO REGRETS and I will do it time and again even if this huge pain I am feeling now is 100000000 times more. I know you would want me to move on, but if I am the person who can snap out of it so fast, I will not be the FEIFEI you have known for the last 8 years.

FORGIVE ME for my inadequacies and making you feel that I didn't care enough.. I do and I will show through my actions...

I will be here, right here, waiting...