God Help Me

God help me..

To Become a Better Person, that I will speak only to build and encourage, not to destroy or discourage

That I will act only to make the world a nicer and better place and not any worse or uglier

That I will think only pure and nurturing thoughts and not seek to satisfy the SELF

I have been whining long enough, seeking not only self pity but from those around me...

When have I allowed myself to only see myself and my other half as the most important thing in this world...

Papa and Mama, I love YOU.

Juan and Pearlyn and my dear Bro-in-law, I love You

Huiqi, Kor Loves you...

and to all my dear friends, I love you ALL!!!

And to my dearest redeemer... Father i love you...

Back In Town

Went on the Beijing Trip this year and came back... and in the process survived the half year mark of the break up. It was not as bad as I thought this half a year.. not that there was no pain.. lots of it in fact.. not that it mattered...

I wanna thank my good friends on the trip who understood and cared... I salute the three of you... Thank YOU!

The winter days of Beijing was cold...very cold.. sometimes sub-zero... on such a working trip... I had no one to make phone calls to.. give updates to... it was at times lonely... but yet bearable..very bearable...

I have move beyond turning back... Your unilateral decision has left me no room... Sorry.

SAGA- Intentional Malice Versus Harmless Folly

So much talk has been generated, so many self-righteous people, so many accusations, but if we search our hearts, who is really the one who should be PERSECUTED?

We speak so often with so much conviction about what we perceive to be the truth, and fight for our causes blindly, without much regard for the feelings of the people we are speaking about and we put up the armour of self-righteousness, asking for justice to be done, do we search our heart, our conscience and ask what we are trying to achieve?

What do you seek to achieve? What are you really concerned about? Your right to give your own stand about things or some other hidden agenda?

As you fully manipulate the platform the NEW media has provided, search within yourself that precious thing that you lack.. moral decency...

This then reminds me about Ms Tan's sharing, always SPEAK to encourage, speak to LOVE, speak to BUILD...

May God bless you..

Heads Retreat

Boss gave us our letter we wrote to ourselves at last year's retreat, and we were asked to reflect about the past year...

I looked through my letter, with a HEAVY HEART, So much has happened over this last year and nothing seems the same anymore...

I have changed, hopefully for the better, I did not achieve what I set out to do, but Life in general has become better..

I thnak God for his plans for me.. For what I have learnt and what I have experienced....

没有常在心的日子第163天

我在挣扎，挣扎。。。处在那种放开，又想牵挂的胶着状态。。。

你明白吗，忘记不容易，释怀不容易，你的生日要到了，我不会在你身旁，你不会在意，我竟如此难熬。。。

可笑、我的人生真是可笑！

没有常在心的日子第162天

看着天 一边开车一边打哈欠
DJ报时说 清晨六点 想到见你就不累
Oh这些年 我还留着你的高跟鞋
也会嫉妒今天谁的吻 又落在你唇边

Oh亲爱的 你家的路怎会越开越远
Oh天知道 怎么办 我们都失去了方向感
Oh亲爱的 你是否也 在等着那一天
心的距离 能缩短 找回遗失的安全感

Oh忘不了 曾经爱得那么的狂野
不管经过 多少的错觉
爱情留下的余味 依然这么浓烈
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亲爱的 你是否也 在等着那一天
心的距离 能缩短 帮助我找回遗失的安全感

Oh亲爱的 你家的路怎会越开越远
Oh天知道 怎么办我们都失去了方向感
Oh亲爱的 你是否也等着那一天
心的距离 能缩短 让我给你安全感

心的距离 能缩短 让我给你 安全感

Good Job! Keep up the Good work

I guess I will never stop caring about you.. Am glad you're doing good work, impacting lives here and beyond... Stay true to ur heart, embrace life and love all those around you!!! Muaks and Baobaoz..