没有常在心的日子第34天-you hurt me bad... so bad

This is the last night in our room. I am sleeping alone in the mostly empty room, trying to capture the last bit of our memories. I will miss the room, and I will miss you most. We are both at fault for not trying to make things work better, you will forever want to see it as me forcing you into his arms and I will always see it as you dumping me to be in his arms, Ultimately there's no right or wrong in Love. There is lots of pain on my end and I can see you have moved on quite happily, indulgently, there is no anger, just pain, and I wish you all the best. For you to be attached to him 4 days after dumping me tells me that either you really want to be with him or you really needed to run from me, I don't blame you. Tomorrow will be your first month anniversary with him, I just found the receipt for the wedding bands I bought for us after our first month, I will keep it forever cos I know I will be waiting.... With lots of love and pain, Jet