I will try my best...

I will try my best to get out of your way, i dunno what got into me today, maybe it's starting term without you for the first time, maybe I just miss you too much, like I said it's painful, so painful...

I will avoid appearing in front of you unless absolutely necessary

I will not go down to the shop knowing you're there lest i bump into you and him

I will vanish into thin air, so that you can have the space with him

I will not even try to watch you from afar

I will try

I will try

I will do all this for you, no matter how much it hurts me

I will control my emotion and my pain and not let it get into me

I will not allow myself to let you indulge me time and again in pity

All I want is for you to be happy

For you to not feel pressurized, that I am still haunting you... I am not ,

maybe all I need is to know you're well


I love you always and forever....